Hi! Im typing this blog in a middle of a night. Sorry for the late published guys! Forgive the mind twisling grammar cuz im so sleepy. 100 times wretched!
Today was indeed an another day for the people who don’t giving up to pursue their goals in life. To the people who had sacrifice everything just to attain their dreams like me. It’s too close for second sem that this sem that we so much working on finally will end in weeks later.
Thank god because of the guidance of him another batch of students has successfully complete the whole sem without any hesitation in grades. So, malapit na nga ang sembreak panigurado pahirapan na naman magpapirma ng clearance the only week that you could spend time on just to rest and take a nap ay hindi na naman matutupad. But okay lang. Mahalaga makapasa di bale na walang break. Huhu. I wish this coming sem mabili ko na yung mga gusto kong bilhin but unfortunately because of financial problems I have to sacrifice myself. I’m going to starve myself again para lang makapagtipid. But not so thrifty but being cheapy person.
Well, I learn to start ups my fails going to my success, because there are so much opportunity that passed by that I missed. And it’s hard to stay focused on the study like I always found myself drifting thoughts in another planet. This past few months could haven’t been better I know. You know. But it did. I struggled every problem in family,school,socializing and lovelife. Soon I learn to manage it every start up. Well, it’s really a big help for me because i already knew the backstabber and a person who is really great in covering a comofludge smile in front of me.
This really irks me a lot nowadays. but now its not a big deal. Dahil may pumalit naman na mas higit pa. Okay lang kahit hindi ganun kadami ang kaibigan ang mahalaga totoo sila lahat. Which is im thankful because mas feel ko ang fit in and belonging. Now i only had a deal with plan that i will began in the 1st or two years. But then I see so many possibilities, and I want to get it all done in a few years. I make myself to be cheap person but not greedy, god know what it is.
I don’t know what is my characteristic being like that isn’t tightwards feel guilty spending money or frugal folk, have fun saying it’s weirdy. Like to the only and last person who only said to that me. Kaya kapag may night out with friends or mall thingy as in sakto lang talaga dinadala ko. Well there’s nothing wrong being a cheap unless it’s complete preoccupation. By now im getting excited in this day and next week because of the defense and to the too close month of October dahil sa Operation Debut Plan! Time check 12:07AM im going to see this day my bestfriend. Ilang months na kasi kami hindi nagkita. because we didn’t do the stuff now we use to do in HS days, regular girls hang out has been replaced by quick facebook status, dahil na rin sa college paperworks and things that we need to be cleared off. I miss her a lot but not only her but all of them J I pray to god to guide us in our own way in to the right path so that we successfully complete and graduate on our course.
I will pray all of my friends but not only them but also the frenemys to those who are war freaks and completely fucking asshole to those who didn’t like me being of this. A blunt. I will wish to heaven to change the attitude of this people. To those are bully na walang magawa sa buhay kundi mang banas, Make fun of me? I won’t lay my finger on this little shits Sa laki kong to? Hahaha! Holy crap! It’s a sure bet that their no nutty quirk, the one you think is so freakishly unusual. So all in all I proceed the THANK YOU SESSION in this blog I thank god.
For everyday, Every minute, Every hour and second that giving me all of love and guidance. And another day to prove ourselves that we are all christian and to make ourselves true and keeping believing in him. Praying everyday and always (talking to god) daily. Goodnight!